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The tall boy’s gaze moved to the whitewashed mud-brick walls. “Patera, is it true that they’re going to tear down our palaestra and your manteion? That you’re going to have to go someplace else, or noplace? My father heard that yesterday. Is it true?”

“No.”

Horn looked up with new hope, though the flat negative had left him speechless.

“Our palaestra and our manteion will be here next year, and the year after that, and the year after that as well.” Suddenly conscious of his posture, Silk stood straighter, squaring his shoulders. “Does that put your mind at rest? They may become larger and better known, and I hope that they will. Perhaps some god or goddess may speak to us through our Sacred Window again, as Pas once did when Patera Pike was young—I don’t know, though I pray for it every day. But when I’m as old as Patera Pike, the people of this quarter will still have a manteion and a palaestra. Never doubt it.”

“I was going to say…”

Silk nodded. “Your eyes have said it for you already. Thank you, Horn. Thank you. I know that whenever I’m in need I can call on you, and that you’ll do all that you can without counting the cost. But, Horn—”

“Yes, Patera?”

“I knew all that before.”

The tall boy’s head bobbed. “And all the other sprats, too, Patera. There are a couple of dozen that I know we can trust. Maybe more.”

Horn was standing as straight as a Guardsman on parade now. With a slight shock of insight, Silk realized that this unaccustomed perpendicularity was in imitation of his own, and that Horn’s clear, dark eyes were very nearly level with his.

“And after that,” Horn continued, “there will be others, new boys. And men.”

Silk nodded again, gravely reflecting that Horn was already a grown man in every way that mattered, and a man far better educated than most.

“And I don’t want you to think I’m mad about it—knocking me over like that, Patera. You hit me hard, but that’s the fun of the game.”

Silk shook his head. “That’s merely how the game is played. The fun comes when someone small knocks down someone larger.”

“You were their best player, Patera. It wouldn’t have been fair to them if you hadn’t played as well as you can.” Horn glanced over his shoulder at Maytera Rose’s open door. “I have to go now. Thanks, Patera.”

There was a line in the Writings that applied to the game and its lessons—lessons more important, Silk felt, than any Maytera Rose might teach; but Horn was already almost to the doorway. To his back, Silk murmured, “‘Men build scales, but the gods blow upon the lighter pan.’”

He sighed at the final word, knowing that the quotation had come a second too late, and that Horn, too, had been too late; that Horn would tell Maytera Rose that he, Patera Silk, had detained him, and that Maytera Rose would punish him nevertheless without bothering to find out whether it was true.

Silk turned away. There was no point in remaining to listen, and Horn would fare that much worse if he tried to intervene. How could the Outsider have chosen such a bungler? Was it possible that the very gods were ignorant of his weakness and stupidity?

Some of them?

* * *

The manteion’s rusty cash box was bare, he knew; yet he must have a victim, and a fine one. The parents of one of the students might lend him five or even ten bits, and the humiliation of having to beg such poor people for a loan would certainly be beneficial. For as long as it took him to close the unwilling door of the palaestra and start for the market, his resolution held; then the only-too-well-imagined tears of small children deprived of their accustomed supper of milk and stale bread washed it away. No. The sellers would have to extend him credit.

The sellers must. When had he ever offered a single sacrifice, however small, to the Outsider? Never! Not one in his entire life. Yet the Outsider had extended infinite credit to him, for Patera Pike’s sake. That was one way of looking at it, at least. And perhaps that was the best way. Certainly he would never be able to repay the Outsider for the knowledge and the honor, no matter how hard or how long he tried. Small wonder, then …

As Silk’s thoughts raced, his long legs flashed faster and faster.

The sellers never extended a single bit’s credit, true. They gave credit to no augur; and certainly they would not extend it to an augur whose manteion stood in the poorest quarter of the city. Yet the Outsider could not be denied, so they would have to. He would have to be firm with them, extremely firm. Remind them that the Outsider was known to esteem them last among men already—that according to the Writings he had once (having possessed and enlightened a fortunate man) beaten them severely in person. And though the Nine could rightly boast …