And there I was, towering over them all at five ten, wearing my blond hair in a ponytail and sporting a dead-serious look on my face. The thing is, I think of myself as lighthearted. I wonder where I got that idea.

"What's wrong, Lindsay?"

"You don't always get what you want," I said, sort of smiling.

"The Benton case? Or the other thing?"

"Both. Listen, I'm supervising Chi on Benton, but he's the primary."

"I know. And you know Paul Chi will kill himself to solve the case."

I nodded. "Tell me what you've got on Casey Dowling."

"Her assailant used a forty-four."

"You're kidding."

"I know. What's a burglar doing with a cannon when a cute little nine would do? Lab didn't get a hit from the database."

"That was quick," I said.

"I leaned on Clapper to rush it, and now I have to name my next child after him."

"Clapper Washburn. Rough handle for a child."

Claire laughed, then sobered. "Maybe I've got something."

"Don't make me beg."

"When I did the rape kit on Casey Dowling, I found evidence of sexual intercourse. The little fishes were still swimming."

Chapter 20

WHEN I GOT back to my desk, Conklin said, "While you were out, seventy-two people called with tips about Casey Dowling's murder. Look." Brenda came over and dropped several pink message squares on his desk. "Ten more."

"What did I miss?"

"Dowling's lawyer went on the air, said he's putting up fifty grand for info leading to the arrest of Casey Dowling's killer."

"So here's the question, Rich. Is Dowling completely right to offer a reward? Or is he jamming us up with wacko tipsters so we can't work the case?"

I called Yuki to discuss the possibility of getting a warrant for Dowling's phone and computer records when Jacobi pulled a chair into the center of the bull pen, straddled it, and called the squad to attention.

I was struck again by how crappy he looked. Jacobi is a veteran of the force: he's served roughly twenty years in Homicide, a survivor of both physical attacks and life's vicissitudes. So what was so special that it was bothering the hell out of him?

Jacobi nodded at me, then swung his head and took in the rest of the day shift: Inspectors Chi, McNeil, Lemke, Samuels, and Conklin, and a couple of guys from the swing shift who'd been drafted to help us out. I guessed Jacobi was thinking about how few of us there were, how many cases we were working, and how small a number of those cases we would ever solve.

Jacobi asked Chi to make his report on Benton.

Chi stood, five feet eleven inches of canny brainiac. He reported that he and his partner had done a follow-up with Richard Benton, that Benton 's alibi checked out, and that Barbara Ann Benton's life insurance wouldn't pay out enough to bury her.

Said Chi, "The surveillance tape from the garage is grainy. The shooter was wearing a cap. He kept his head down, but from what we can see of his neck, we think he's white. Seems like he said something to the victim before he shot her and the baby. He took nothing, but maybe he panicked. It still looks like a holdup that went wrong."

Jacobi asked him the questions that were on all our minds: "Why did the shooter kill the kid? And, Jesus, Paul, what's WCF?"

"There's no WCF in the database, Lieutenant. It's not a gang or a known terrorist organization. Found about thirty phone listings for first names starting with 'W,' last names starting with 'F,' and six with the middle initial 'C.' We're running them down."

Next into the buzz saw was me.

I briefed the squad on the whole nine yards of the nothing we had on the death of Casey Dowling, saying that we were looking at five recent burglaries with the same MO.

"In all six incidents, the homeowners were home, and no one ever saw the burglar. This time there's a fatality," I said, "and maybe a witness. A ten-year-old neighbor saw someone in black running from the scene. Right now, it looks like the victim surprised the burglar, and he shot her."

Jacobi nodded, and then he dropped the bomb.

"The chief called me in this morning and said it would be more efficient to combine our unit with the Northern Division Homicide Section."

"What does that mean, 'combine'?" I asked, dumbfounded at the idea of doubling up in our twenty-by-thirty-foot work space.

"The thinking upstairs is to have more bodies working the cases, more collaborative problem solving, and, hell, probably a new chain of command."

So that's why Jacobi looked like he'd been dragged behind a truck. His job was in danger, and that would affect us all.

"It's not a done deal," Jacobi said. "Let's close these cases. I can't fight if we're losing."

The meeting ended with a collective sigh, after which Jacobi invited me and Conklin to join him in what we jokingly call his corner office: a small, glass-walled cell with a window overlooking the freeway.

Conklin took the side chair and I leaned against the door frame, assessing the horizontal grooves that had appeared overnight on Jacobi's forehead.