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Frantic fall out over universal healthcare:


The tendency to put business before people.


We uphold the separation of Church and state,


But the fanatics wear business suits and worship the dollar.



Different times. Different problems.



Your soul rests, however, knowing that we –


the darker brothers and sisters –


can sit at the table and no one dare asks us to leave.


With President Obama at the helm, leading


Without dependence upon his blackness.



But the Mexicans …


My God, the witch hunt never ends


But finds new prey.


I pray. And you should, too.



Pray not for the things of this world


But for the minds, hearts, and souls …


The souls that roam the Earth in flesh


so cold, so heartless, so unfeeling.



Pray for America.


My America.


I am


Determined to help America


Be America again.




Once More


Mom's framed smile beckons me from the mantle.


Preserved in time, the poignant image


Of me kneeling alongside my dad.


Smiling brightly, his eyes are lost in the photograph.


He simply beams.


His baby graduated from college.


Then there are the photo albums, awards,


Priceless gifts.



My mouth, suddenly dry, opens.


I have to breathe.


Breathe. Not cry.


I want to take everything.


But the ghost of Katrina haunts my existence.



There is no guarantee that anything will survive


Reckless winds and torrent waters.


Material possessions.


I remind myself.


I can't take enough to feel secure.


So I take a deep breath instead.


Exhale.



God is in this place. In every place.


I evacuate but with hope.


Hopeful that God never abandons,


Always provides.


Always


Has a plan for each of us.



The urge to cry


Suppressed.


A last look from the doorway.


I leave my home.


Evacuate again.



Lessons remembered, I smile.


It is not easy.


It is necessary.


Relying upon God and ever positive,


I flee to safety.


Once more.


Hoping to return home.




Adonis Smile


Untamed joy is reflected in my


Lover’s smile. Youthful and radiant,


No barrier bars the depth of his passion.


Confident and secure, I adore his


Adonis smile.



During the day, adversary descends.


Confidence and security compromised.


Forever hunted in a boorish world, foes


Encircle my lover. Diminishing his


Adonis smile.



Assailed from every vantage point,


Leeches seek the nectar of his Anemone


Flower for their own harvest. Is there anyone


Who will not betray my lover’s


Adonis smile?



Mortal envy and lust, they strike


My lover’s manhood with bitter blows.


Oh, my heart, draw upon your lineage –


Cinyras, Phoenix, Theias – to restore your


Adonis smile!



In a world of myth and smoke and mirrors,


Know that I see beyond your exterior.


You are my god and your happiness


Reigns supreme when I see your


Adonis smile.



Legions of women you shall attract.


Seduced by vanity, they will die for lack.


Beyond the bedroom and into the boardroom,


I pray for the glory of that heartfelt


Adonis smile.



More than looks, you are


Legendary. Youthfulness eternal,


We face this world united and determined.


Fortified by the brilliance of your


Adonis smile.




Inspiration


When your words ease the paralysis of my thoughts


When my back is against the wall, supported by sheer will alone


When the night is darkest and hollow cries pierce my soul


You give me the courage to continue


Though failure is certain


You teach me to succeed


By showing up, giving my all


Wisely


Emboweled with faith, hope, and God's grace


Thanking the wingless angels


Who see beyond my potential and breathe life into


My destiny


Reminding me


That I am all that I have ever needed,


All that it takes to create my next big break


Burning tears depart my eyes


Methodically flowing toward the outline of my lips --


A glorious smile


Evidence


Of your inspiration





Thank you for reading my poetry. Hopefully, you

found something to spur the heart and the mind.


- Michelle

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